7-8-12/Lyrics

So here I am at 3AM – uncomfortable and unable to sleep.   The downside to sleeping as much as possible to try to escape the pain/depression/anxiety, is that it can catch up to you. Fast forward to tonight. Can’t sleep. Restless, tossing, turning, and doing something I love, listening to music.   I haven’t … Continue reading

7-5-12/Some Explanations

I was at Yale today and they have an explanation for my lack of bladder control – something I didn’t mention earlier. It’s not horrible, but it is definitely annoying. They think the stent that was put in to help the ureter and bladder heal has shifted. This shift puts pressure on the bladder and … Continue reading

7-3-12/You (likely) Don’t Know How Hard This Is

I posted the below entry on my “Post-Transplant Feelings” page. However, thought it was an appropriate entry for today.    I am very unhappy with how I feel and how others are handling me at the moment. Someone told me today that I least that “didn’t take my sense of humor.” I responded with “not … Continue reading

7-2-12/Enough Already

Okay, they said there would be bumps in the roads. I get that. I am, however,  getting sick of potholes that prevent me from reaching my destination – some consistent level of health. Not even great health – just consistent health. My standards are lowering by the day.   I was back at Yale today … Continue reading